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There is never an easy way to quit a job. I finally gave my boss my two week notice. Although I’ve been waiting for this moment for a long time, have dreamed about telling them “screw you all- I quit” – but the actual feeling of quitting didn’t turn out to be as over the top as I anticipated.  It’s kind of sad.  Don’t get me wrong here, I definitely are excited and can’t stop smiling about my new job.  What I am referring to is the excitement of quitting a job….that little sweet ravage feeling.  It’s not there.

I don’t know why I can’t feel it.

 

Maybe it’s that disappointed tone I heard from my bosses yesterday. Maybe it’s the lost & fearing look I saw from my staffs this morning.  Maybe it’s because I am not sure whether my departure will bring out a better opportunity for my staffs here or just hitting that last nail in the coffin.

Maybe it’s the dead silent in the entire office this afternoon after the morning announcement.

Maybe it’s that feeling inside me knowing my fortunate opportunity somehow further reflects their uncertainty here on this campus.

Maybe just because no matter how bad you hate your job, somehow you build the connection with people you work with.  Whether you like them or dislike them, they have been part of your life, and you will always remember them.